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to want what you cant have

"if you see me with another guy
laughing and joking,
trying to get by
i wont put you down,
cause i want you around
you can make me whole again"

have you ever wanted something you cant have? do you know how awful it feels? it's like RIGHT in front of you yet you cant have it... the pain to have it right in front of your face. so close, yet so far... but you just cant have it?!?! the twist to the whole thing is that you CHOOSE not to have it. OMG. that's like one of the worse thing anyone would ever do to himself... to stop himself from having something he can actually have!!

ARGH!!! beef jerky!!!!!!! =( my mom is so mean. she chooses to buy beef jerky when i'm giving up any meat with legs for lent!! what is she trying to do? test me?! =( and she usually dont buy these things either!! she knows it's bad for us and she knows i cant eat it!! it's a conspiracy or something

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tishbite23
Jun. 26th, 2007 01:47 am (UTC)
What's his name?
arnogseel
Jun. 26th, 2007 02:04 am (UTC)
it was seriously about beef jerky lol
tishbite23
Jun. 26th, 2007 02:52 am (UTC)
Sometimes beef jerky does that to me too.
arnogseel
Jun. 26th, 2007 04:45 am (UTC)
if you gave up on meat for 40 days, it might :P
tishbite23
Jun. 26th, 2007 05:12 am (UTC)
I did actually, for Lent also, 2 years ago. It was hella hard.
arnogseel
Jun. 26th, 2007 05:15 am (UTC)
I KNOW. i failed a few times haha but now that my parents are vegetarian, it'll be waay easier
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