not sure how but last night i was talking to jen and we mentioned her old entries. she told me how she had another site with more entries... a lot older ones. so this morning she sent me a link of the old site... and i too went back to my old journal site
and what happens when you come across old entries? you start reading them. these entries are old... like 2003 old.
it brings a lot of memories back. i'm so glad i wrote them down :)