January 30th, 2003

hug me and dont let go

dream

he just got off work. i was visiting. and while i talked to the coworkers, he disappeared from our sight. i decided to look for him and went outside. he was standing there, doing nothing, almost as if he was waiting for me. i went up to him, looked at him, and gave him a hug: a long, tight, hug; one where it told him that i missed him. his face looked surprised but he hugged me back. without a word, we started to walk. and not long after, he took my hand.... =) his hands were warm. my hands were always cold when i'm outside... but his hands were warm. the whole time we didnt say a word, we just walked... holding hands. and then... i woke up...

it was just a dream, it will always be just a dream