May 10th, 2004

hug me and dont let go

Fallen

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I'm messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear

I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I'm messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so, [no..]

Heaven bent to take my hand
I have nowhere left to turn
I've lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I'm messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so, [no..]
I'm messed up
Better I should know
But don't come round here
And tell me I told you so.


i love this song. but it's so sad. and for once, i feel like i can relate to it.

how sad.
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    Sarah McLachlan - Fallen
hug me and dont let go

what do you do

so what do you do when your friend doesnt talk to you? wont listen? wont reply to your ims? wont pick up your call? did the friendship ended and i didnt even know it? isnt that sad? it's like your bf stop talking to you and assumed that you know you guys are over. and when i try calling or iming her, but she wont respond to any of it, it's like i'm begging this bf to come back to me and being ignored by him. and to be honest, i dont beg any ex to come back to me once they broke up with me. i never have, and never would. because if they want you back, you dont need to beg. so at least let me know it's over, so i know, you know? i hate to feel like it's incomplete. the feeling of not knowing. of uncertainty. it sucks. i hate to be left hanging.

if you want the freindship to end, just tell me. at least let us talk about it first. so it wont be left hanging. and assumed. let's settle this in an adult manner. let's reason and compromise. is it really that hard?

to be honest, i dont want it to end. but if you do, i'm not gonna stop ya. a friendship is two sided, not one.
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    Kingstreet - Do You Believe