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yesterday i was watching the season premier of csi (vegas, of course). if you were watching it, then you know it was such a sad ep...

i mean... i know they are fictional characters but i've watched every ep of csi. and i've grown somewhat attached to these characters. (so much that i cant even enjoy watching the other csi's). so to watch warrick die and to watch everyone so upset... is well... upsetting.

so after that ep, i told my sister, "i need to watch pushing daisies to lift up my spirits." pushing daisies makes me feel loved and it always makes me happy.

my sister's response? "YOU WATCH PUSHING DAISIES EVERY DAY!" "no i dont..." "YES YOU DO! EVERY SINGLE DAY!"


what can i say? it makes me happy!


i'm quite confused really. about my emotions, that is. a phone call brought bad news to me yesterday... which made me feel the same as when i was watching csi... whereas a phone call i had today made me feel how i always felt when i'm watching pushing daisies...

is it possible to feel happy and sad at the same time?!



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Oct. 10th, 2008 06:19 pm (UTC)
just because you are happy does not mean your sadness is not with you...it also does not mean that you don't care...

We should not let sadness keep us down. The people who care about us would not want sadness to keep us down. Just like you would not want a friend to be sad and will do stuffs to cheer them up.

As long as you care, no need to feel guilty for other happy events in your life...
Oct. 10th, 2008 06:20 pm (UTC)

i mean i'm not feeling guilty about feeling happy (i dunno if that's good to admit? ahah)

but it's just, i feel them both at the same time. and it's confusing.
Oct. 10th, 2008 06:27 pm (UTC)
if it's not guilt then just know that people can be happy and sad at the same time...

for example...you passed an important test = you happy...your best friend didn't pass the same test = she's sad and since she is your bestfriend you are sad for her but then you are happy for yourself...happy and sad in simplified form =)

Oct. 10th, 2008 06:36 pm (UTC)
yeah, which is how i feel right now. both happy and sad. just telling ppl it's a confusing feeling.
Oct. 10th, 2008 06:47 pm (UTC)
and now, i am confused
:) :( :0
Oct. 10th, 2008 06:56 pm (UTC)
Oct. 13th, 2008 11:14 pm (UTC)
Stop thinking so complicated! If you feel happy and you feel sad, then you're feeling happy and sad at the same time! DONE!

I should tell you about another person thinking too complex.
Oct. 14th, 2008 05:20 pm (UTC)
haha ok
Oct. 19th, 2008 05:45 pm (UTC)
Well, I can still understand being confused thou :/

I'm just saying, you don't have to wonder if it is possible to be both happy and sad. The answer is 'it is'.
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