i am obsessed. obsessed with the fact that i want to love. i'm not even sure if i need to be loved back. that's how sad it is. lol. i wanna spend every moment i can with him, but i cant. i get frustrated when i miss a chance. it's really out of my hands sometimes. you know what really gets to me tho? liking ppl i know i have a slim chance with. good job, elle! it's like i'm 99% sure he's not interested... but i'm optomistic and i hope. normally, i would say that hope is good, but right now, hope is baaaad. very baaad.